Today was an interesting day. It was emotional, and fluxuating. It started as any other, bummed about going to work. LOL. Then it went haywire, as usual. My mind starting running and boom, I was in the Twilight Zone. Everything running through my head, including being told that someone was still in love with me. How in the world can that be true, when it never seemed they loved me to begin with? A heart is like a mirror, once it's broken it can be fixed, however you can still see the cracks. I don't believe anymore that people can change. I once did, but at this point I guess I have finally realized that they don't. Not my mother, not Justin, and in the end maybe not even myself. I'd like to think I have changed, and learned, but to be honest I'm not really sure I have done either. I would love to say that I will be stronger, wiser, better next time. The truth is, I probably won't. I will care, and try, and probably regret it later on.
On a positive note...well...actually I got nothing right now. I'm doing good to not be in tears at this point.
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